almost forgot

So at this point in my life i know i'm not ready for kids. And you may have read some previous posts about my curosity and passion for the topic of adoption. I still have no clue what the future holds, but i had a conversation with someone today that i knew took kids in, but never really knew the whole story. So i was able to talk a little more with him in the involvement of the kids. I thought the family adopted kids and that was it.

oh contrare non frare. This family is on call for emergency cases for kids. So lets say that there is a family out there and two parents get caught doing something band and get put in jail. Well what happens to the kids? We'll they go to this family's house as a probationary period before they can either go back into the situation that the family is resolved, or get placed in a different family i guess. there supposed to stay for 30 days i think, but usually lasts longer.

And my heart just went out to the kids that this family reaches out too. These kids are young and so influentel. It would certainly take a special wife and mother along with a father and husband and team to battle these different characteristics and trauma's.

And what i'm saying here is that is so cool. I've never really been good with kids. And to actually see how i could share God's love with kids in trauma situation i thought that was pretty cool. There is a goal there. Now to have a kid being grown up in a christian home, granted growing up a child in a home is tough enough and when other forces are preventing them from growth it makes it difficult. But ya normally my interst has been to help people my own age. Do like coaching or counseling. I don't have a license, so i don't want to get sued for malpractice or anything. But today was the first time that my interest past the adoption stage in caring for hurting kids in very young stages of there life to show them Jesus and let them know what love is when they live in lives where there biological parents or guardians are trying to find love themselves becuase they were never shown where to find it.

Anyways, probably confused you a little, and i'm not proofing it. Sorry. its not late, but i'm tired. So i'm going to bed.

there is a hurting world out there. and i'm going to sleep. Some days it just doesn't seem right some days.

peace out